Saturday, April 19, 2008
Our Little Miracles are one...
So, today was filled with cake and fun and lots and lots of family. I am just reminded that I am very lucky to have my life. I almost didn't get a chance to be a mom at all and now my little miracles are One Year Old. I love them so much and being there for them is a completion of a dream I never knew that I had inside me. I always thought that I would have kids but never knew that it would be like this. I never knew that I would feel so good as a Mother. It's strange to love a job you weren't even sure you wanted to ever apply for. We weren't sure that we were going to start a family for sure, then we were pregnant. Then we were preparing for the c-section and preparing to come home and then I almost died on the table. We won't have any more little miracles so I am enjoying every moment of them and mourning those same minutes. I miss them being small and at the same time, am so excited to know them more as they grow into the people they will be in the world. That is the long and short of Avalina and Jaden's first birthday. At least that is my reflection on it.
Posted by Starlite at 4/19/2008 09:52:00 PM